Well, we are quickly edging toward the end of the 25th month of our wait. Go look here at my friend who is approaching her 26th month and see why there is a slowdown right now.
And this friend is right there, too, with us. In limbo. In a liminal state.
And this sweetheart over on the Lost Planet, she is the boat with us. Solidarity, sisters.
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Though it's good to know why, I'm sure it's still very, very hard to wait with no known end time.
Just know that there are alot of people who send you thoughts to help you through.
So much love coming from me.... SO MUCH LOVE.
ouch. it is so too fresh for me to forget. it sucks. nothing makes it better. nothing. ouch
Solidarity, indeed. You and Sue made it into the conversation at my therapy session today (in a totally good way, of course)! I am grateful to be sharing this part of this not-always-wonderful process with a couple of wonderful women.
Solidarity rolled up in a big ball of love coming at ya. Can you feel it? I hope so.
Has it already been almost another month of waiting? You know what I hate the worst? (see how this goes: open up the can of worms and it's just a total whine fest!) Anyway, as I was saying, you know what my new, worst thing is? It's the time warp aspect. It's surreal. Time just moves forward but nothing happens- or better yet: nothing keeps happening.
Ugh. Grrr. Harumph. Sigh.
And yes- so thankful for your company and companionship during this rigamarole. Someday we'll look back and laugh, right? Right? Right?! :)
I don't know why this didn't publish:
Chatter said:
I can't imagine waiting over 2 years. Can't even imagine! I also know the feeling of having no one to talk to and feeling so isolated (in my words). I remember having an 8 month old and newborn and feeling like fucking hell day after day and NO ONE to say "I've been there, it will get better". It's hard. Wishing you strength and power to process all your thoughts. The other day I said to my husband "I hate being alone with my thoughts". Sometimes it seems easier to just run away...
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